Haven't been on here in a while.

 I almost forgot I had a blog, not that anyone reads it, but anyways...my Christian friend asked me the other day "Since you don't believe in heaven, don't you get depressed that this is ...it?" and I answer "No, I'd like to think that life isn't just a "test" that we are supposed to do as good as we WANT, not as good as we HAVE to be in order to get into this magical fairy place" 

I've been studying the philosophy of quantum physics in my spare time, it's hard but its some pretty trippy shit, it truly teaches you that we as humans no absolutely nothing at all. :)

On other news, I'm on my 3rd day without a cigarette and going absolutely nutty, FUCK I CRAVE, but it'll be worth it in the long run to not get lung cancer, even though now a days 1 in 3.7 males get cancer and the odds are only getting greater, so I'll live another day cancer free to die another day of cancer somewhere else, I hope it's not penile cancer . I like having a penis :)